Wow, has it really been over a year? I'm so unengaged at times, plus, well, I'm boring. Very very boring.

I shouldn't be angry at myself. Not really. I'm working hard. I just don't have a lot of reserved strength to lean on. It was a hard time, I needed some true rest, and it's not really happened yet. So I'm a little empty right now. But still. Working hard. "A heart-broken fool in love and a thief without a will..."

More like a fever broke than a heart broke, but something certainly broke. What a terrible time of the year this is.